Battles & Blessings

Battles:

• Still dealing with the panic attacks, though they're less frequent.  They still suck.
• Not enough sleep all week.  My own fault, certainly, but still makes life interesting.
• Two days of work this week.  Miles is not finding it interesting in the least.  Unless, of course, he's wreaking havoc across the office.  Still seeking solutions.
• Keeping the house clean.  Somehow, I just cannot seem to manage this.  Grrrr.
• Staying one step ahead of Miles.  Getting more and more difficult.
• In relation to that last one, we lost a ton of audition appointments when Miles found a way to climb onto the table, open my laptop, and delete things at random.  
• Being nice to people who piss me off.  This is always a battle for me.  I just want to punch them. :(

Blessings:

• Modern medicine.  Panic attacks are fewer and further between.  And starting to become manageable.
• An awesome boss, who is very understanding when I have to split my focus between work and child-wrangling.  Also, he loves Miles.  Bonus. :)
• A relatively low-key week, even with everything that is going on.
• Aunt Ninell, who baby-sat last night to make our lives a little easier.
• All of the amazing support I have received from everyone, particularly in response to my PPA diagnosis, but also, just in general.  I have the best support system ever. :)
• My amazing and wonderful son, who keeps me laughing, even when I'm having a bad day.
• My wonderful husband, who is always there to give me exactly what I need.